Favorite movie was Empire Records when I was 10, I wore tyedie die die everyday, I rode on the back of a pig, I cried in the shower, I almost fell off a cliff and died, we are all cliches, experience your life instead of dwelling on it, I couldn't get out of bed today, I cried when I brushed my teeth, I'm going insane and it's okay, dissuade wade, persuade the french maid, Cake Walkin' Babies from Home, give me opium, GIVE ME OPIUM, I'm going to watch Tarnation, I'm going to read Osamu Dazai, I'm going to listen to Skeleteen because I love you and you are too far away.
I want to read the Malcom X biography with you,
when I get a car I will drive to your town and save you.
and so sincerely I'd like to say that I want to marry a lighthouse keeper.
"And now he would catch himself embellishing in retrospect the inept and rather insipid nocturnal incident, which bore no more resemblance to the real life he lived in his fantasies than an incoherent dream does to full, authentic reality. And as sometimes, when recounting a dream, we smooth over, round off, embellish here and there, so as to raise it at least to the level of plausible, reaslistic absurdity, in exactly the same way he, when rehearsing the account of his nighttime encounter made the stranger more sober, his revolver more functional, and his own words wittier"