At Bouldin they made me feel so terruhble.
Tareuhbull.
Thank you friends.
And "The Old Man and the Sea"
Hemingway, you misogynistic piece of shit, all you can pull out of your thickening gut is romanticized male inadequacy and references to arm wrestling "the strongest black man on the dock" in a betting bar. For goodness sake, why not make an old man seem like he's got some purpose, some humility, when in reality the fish he kills is believed to be on his level, he kills it for show.
Insidious Insidious.
I finished it today.
And started Glory today, impeccable Russian to English translation.
This kid at school has had two heart surgeries, got hit by a car and almost had his whole ear scraped off by the ground, leg split open, accidentally shot himself, 12 concussions, and he told me the other day that he loves doing X. He just loves it.
We have the same colored eyes.
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Even more perplexing was a note I'd found from a different boy the other day. Not to me, not to anyone.
"NO IT'S NOT ME
I AM ONE OF THE MEN YOU USE
AND BETRAY
IN YOUR WAY
ON YOUR WAY
And I know you don't know
what you do"
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